I'm tired. Physically and mentally.

Can't believe how much my body is aching right now, after not training for so long, and going for training again. They are also increasing training, and I'm going with Beryl to play everyday after school. Everytime we have time to play would be in the hot sun. I'm gonna be chao da soon man. :) Mum's bugging me to wear sunblock.

The pressure of doing well is killing me. At least I got Yi Chun to help me with my failing physics, and I'm understanding chem better with sis helping. Maths, I'll struggle by myself, that's the only way I can learn it. :) But its fine. Mr Siraj talked about starting for A levels now. I'll start packing my stuff from tomorrow. Going to buy files after training tmr. So can pack my stuff. Gotta get everything packed in a day or two and start mugging. Anyone who wants a mugging session can come and find me. :) I'll be more than happy.

Had a major breakdown recently. Mum was surprised. LOL. I'm the kind to kinda squeeze all the emotions into a small box in the corner of my brain. One day, it just decided to burst. Told Beryl about it today. LOL. It felt weird though, telling someone about it. I'll probably not do it again so soon. Mum's worried though. Say's it's not good for my mental health. *shrugs* That's who I am though.

It might seem really really dumb. But despite all the things I experienced at BB, I love it even more than ever. I might get tired, and sore and I might complain my head off, but I'll never stop trying. Everytime I feel like my lungs are gonna explode, I tell myself that, and I find the motivation to continue. :) I'm gonna try my hardest, and train my hardest, 'cause I wanna go into a div and play well. :) My stamina's kinda disappeared, my wheezing coming back recently when I train. Will be back to normal soon guys, don't worry. Just have to get my body used to the tougher training schedule now. That's all. :) Thanks for all the concern.

My leg is almost all but recovered now. A few things like jumping and stuff I can't really do, if not risking my leg kena cast again. Training got some stuff I can't do either. LOL. Lucky too, or I would've died. :)

I'm damn tired now, and have'ta go and do maths homework later, and take a look at Entropy tutorial later. Don't wanna disappoint Ms Chua. I'm praying that I do well in all my subjects, though I know I screwed Physics and Lit. *sigh*

I passed GP paper 1 though :). 28/50. My next target is to have my marks somewhere in the 30s. :) I will be able to do it de!

On a brighter note,
Saw PJC vs CJC today. The ruggers were like so cool lah. :) I have never watched a rugby match before, and I, along with a small group of friends were so confused and was asking each other what was happening even though the answer was always 'I don't know'. It was fun to see, especially since we won! Go PJC Rugby boys! :) LOL. Dangerous though. One CJ boy's nose was bleeding when the match was nearing the ending. An ambulance was sent for him after the match. Scary.

I'm tired. Physically and mentally.

Can't believe how much my body is aching right now, after not training for so long, and going for training again. They are also increasing training, and I'm going with Beryl to play everyday after school. Everytime we have time to play would be in the hot sun. I'm gonna be chao da soon man. :) Mum's bugging me to wear sunblock.

The pressure of doing well is killing me. At least I got Yi Chun to help me with my failing physics, and I'm understanding chem better with sis helping. Maths, I'll struggle by myself, that's the only way I can learn it. :) But its fine. Mr Siraj talked about starting for A levels now. I'll start packing my stuff from tomorrow. Going to buy files after training tmr. So can pack my stuff. Gotta get everything packed in a day or two and start mugging. Anyone who wants a mugging session can come and find me. :) I'll be more than happy.

Had a major breakdown recently. Mum was surprised. LOL. I'm the kind to kinda squeeze all the emotions into a small box in the corner of my brain. One day, it just decided to burst. Told Beryl about it today. LOL. It felt weird though, telling someone about it. I'll probably not do it again so soon. Mum's worried though. Say's it's not good for my mental health. *shrugs* That's who I am though.

It might seem really really dumb. But despite all the things I experienced at BB, I love it even more than ever. I might get tired, and sore and I might complain my head off, but I'll never stop trying. Everytime I feel like my lungs are gonna explode, I tell myself that, and I find the motivation to continue. :) I'm gonna try my hardest, and train my hardest, 'cause I wanna go into a div and play well. :) My stamina's kinda disappeared, my wheezing coming back recently when I train. Will be back to normal soon guys, don't worry. Just have to get my body used to the tougher training schedule now. That's all. :) Thanks for all the concern.

My leg is almost all but recovered now. A few things like jumping and stuff I can't really do, if not risking my leg kena cast again. Training got some stuff I can't do either. LOL. Lucky too, or I would've died. :)

I'm damn tired now, and have'ta go and do maths homework later, and take a look at Entropy tutorial later. Don't wanna disappoint Ms Chua. I'm praying that I do well in all my subjects, though I know I screwed Physics and Lit. *sigh*

I passed GP paper 1 though :). 28/50. My next target is to have my marks somewhere in the 30s. :) I will be able to do it de!

On a brighter note,
Saw PJC vs CJC today. The ruggers were like so cool lah. :) I have never watched a rugby match before, and I, along with a small group of friends were so confused and was asking each other what was happening even though the answer was always 'I don't know'. It was fun to see, especially since we won! Go PJC Rugby boys! :) LOL. Dangerous though. One CJ boy's nose was bleeding when the match was nearing the ending. An ambulance was sent for him after the match. Scary.