Tuesday, March 31, 2009
I'm tired. Physically and mentally.
Can't believe how much my body is aching right now, after not training for so long, and going for training again. They are also increasing training, and I'm going with Beryl to play everyday after school. Everytime we have time to play would be in the hot sun. I'm gonna be chao da soon man. :) Mum's bugging me to wear sunblock.
The pressure of doing well is killing me. At least I got Yi Chun to help me with my failing physics, and I'm understanding chem better with sis helping. Maths, I'll struggle by myself, that's the only way I can learn it. :) But its fine. Mr Siraj talked about starting for A levels now. I'll start packing my stuff from tomorrow. Going to buy files after training tmr. So can pack my stuff. Gotta get everything packed in a day or two and start mugging. Anyone who wants a mugging session can come and find me. :) I'll be more than happy.
Had a major breakdown recently. Mum was surprised. LOL. I'm the kind to kinda squeeze all the emotions into a small box in the corner of my brain. One day, it just decided to burst. Told Beryl about it today. LOL. It felt weird though, telling someone about it. I'll probably not do it again so soon. Mum's worried though. Say's it's not good for my mental health. *shrugs* That's who I am though.
It might seem really really dumb. But despite all the things I experienced at BB, I love it even more than ever. I might get tired, and sore and I might complain my head off, but I'll never stop trying. Everytime I feel like my lungs are gonna explode, I tell myself that, and I find the motivation to continue. :) I'm gonna try my hardest, and train my hardest, 'cause I wanna go into a div and play well. :) My stamina's kinda disappeared, my wheezing coming back recently when I train. Will be back to normal soon guys, don't worry. Just have to get my body used to the tougher training schedule now. That's all. :) Thanks for all the concern.
My leg is almost all but recovered now. A few things like jumping and stuff I can't really do, if not risking my leg kena cast again. Training got some stuff I can't do either. LOL. Lucky too, or I would've died. :)
I'm damn tired now, and have'ta go and do maths homework later, and take a look at Entropy tutorial later. Don't wanna disappoint Ms Chua. I'm praying that I do well in all my subjects, though I know I screwed Physics and Lit. *sigh*
I passed GP paper 1 though :). 28/50. My next target is to have my marks somewhere in the 30s. :) I will be able to do it de!
On a brighter note,
Saw PJC vs CJC today. The ruggers were like so cool lah. :) I have never watched a rugby match before, and I, along with a small group of friends were so confused and was asking each other what was happening even though the answer was always 'I don't know'. It was fun to see, especially since we won! Go PJC Rugby boys! :) LOL. Dangerous though. One CJ boy's nose was bleeding when the match was nearing the ending. An ambulance was sent for him after the match. Scary.
9:45 PM
Saturday, March 28, 2009
Tests are over!!! :D
I might have messed some questions and papers up, but, it's aaaaaalllllll over! :) That's all I'm gonna say 'bout it.
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I can finally go training again. So, started my first 7 rounds around the track for 'bout two months. Damn tired, but I finished it [slowly] in the end. Very very tired after that. Got loads of things that I can't do, like tuck jumps and stuff, so, ended up not doing as much as the rest. It was tiring though. :) I'm aching all over today. BUT I'M HAPPY! Can play ball again! I'll be playing ball everyday after school with Beryl, and coming back on Sat for extra trainings. :)
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Went to see the guys' match on Monday with Lynn, Theresa and Alicia. It was really exciting, and we ended up cheering like....loudly. LOL. Saw Dickson and Wee Yang :) Dickson was playing against us, and Wee Yang had a match with CJ later. LOL. We lost to IJ, but I was really impressed by the way they pulled their act together and tried to catch up [which they did, but, no enough :(] Hope during our own match we can have that kind of morale.
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Hope I can actually get on the team first. *crosses fingers*
10:07 AM
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Been mugging a lot recently. But only learned how to study smart yesterday. LOL. Instead of mugging like my A's are next week, I'm just picking more important chapters to study. Lol. Me very slow right?
Went to eat Popeyes.
We went on Monday. They say they want to go out and study, ended up at esplanade there. LOL. A bit near hor. :) It was okay lah, after that went One Fullerton the starbucks to study. It was really really pretty. Went to the harbour that side to stone for a while.
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Lynn ended up taking loads of photos of course, some of them which I helped to take. I'll rather take pictures then be in them. :) I'll post them up when either Lynn or Beryl post them up.
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Went school today. Had extra lit lesson in the morning.
Very sian
Holiday also don't feel like holiday.
No training too.
I'll be able to train next week. :D
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Going back to GESS this friday. Abrie and Dhwani said that they were having some combined school thing. :)
9:45 PM
Saturday, March 14, 2009
GP test is OVER!
The questions were okay lah. I studied for Globalisation and Poverty, and didn't end up doing any of the questions. LOL. Didn't really have time to finish up the AQ and stuff, but, okay, managed to squeeze some points in...so, hopefully I would do okay. :)
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Had a class meeting to discuss the mural thingy for school. Was mega hungry, but ren-ing 'cause going to eat Sakae with class clique later. :D
We were like sitting around, waiting for people to actually come for the meeting. End up, they didn't participate at all. I feel like our class is just filled with us girls and a few boys, 'cause they are the only ones that actually participated in this class project. Whatever. Didn't let it affect me. :)
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Met up with Sok Eng later at Woodlands, and Yu Qing, Sin Ying, Sherley and I went to eat the Sakae Buffet. LOL. Sherley and Sok Eng had this little 'competition' to see who can eat more. LOL. Caught up with Sok Eng. Took a few pictures, but forgot to take all of us at once at the end. *sigh*
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Will post the pictures next time, 'cause now it's refusing to load. *shrugs*
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Didn't have training yesterday. Was actually planning to go find them after I went for the lunch. Magnus and most of the J2s weren't free, so, cancelled. Man, feel like playing ball now.
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Gonna study out during the holidays, and starting early everyday. Anyone wanna join me? :)
11:04 AM
Thursday, March 12, 2009
GP Common Test is TMR!
I'm supposed to be studying right now. Kinda got distracted. XD
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Went to Lynn's blog just now....saw her recent post. :)
Hey, you noticed real fast don't you? LOL. I haven't really gotten so close with so many people before, and I LOVE you guys. Really. :) I have NEVER met a group people day after day after day, and end up making plans for some other day that we spend together. LOL. They say that JC life would be the best you'll ever go through, and I'm gonna be sad when it's going to be over. I bet I'll cry during graduation day. I will.
I'm really really trying to mug right now. My poverty notes are actually right in infront of me right now. LOL.
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Anyways, Beryl's father's booking a 'chalet' for us to celebrate her birthday from 9th to 11th April. When Lynn, Beryl and me went to eat on Friday, were were talking about getting the whole team out, including the guys, to just eat and hang out. INCLUDING the J1s lah. Dunno how she's gonna organise, I'll just be there. :)
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Talked about something interesting with B and L when we went to eat. :)
I can't believe it took this long for someone to actually speak out and confirm what I had kinda figured out. LOL.
We can't do anything but watch the 'drama' unfold- if it actually becomes one, or it might just fizzle out and die. Hmmm.... :)
10:55 PM
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Finally managed to go online to blog! :)
I missed going for trainings!
I don't miss the 2.4k lah, of course, but watching them play....*sigh*
I'm gonna be able to play in one week and 5 days time. :)
Was a really hot day, friday's tranining. Offered to buy water for the people who were like running around. Poor thing. Run so much, then still have to do push ups. [Stupid reason to do them too btw.] The least I could do was to make sure they had water. :D
I didn't know that it would touch you that much. LOL. But, heys, we're a team. I'll be your offical water girl 'till I can play...kkz? :)
Went to eat dinner with Alicia, Iris and Beryl after that. Was still kinda sick, so didn't peh Beryl eat minipot. LOL. [She'll never get sick of that man....]
A level results are out!
OMG!! My EC so damn smart lah. Got AAAB :) Was happy to be able to see him again. Didn't see him since like, graduation day. LOL. I wanna get the same results as him too! :D
He was like damn mega suai lor. Cute, smart and taller then me. *sigh* too bad he graduate ler....sianzzz
I passed my chinese too. If you wanna know. :)
8:16 PM
Thursday, March 5, 2009
Your score on this personality test was 56%
Others see you as fresh, lively, charming, amusing, practical, and always interesting; someone who's constantly in the center of attention, but sufficiently well-balanced not to let it go to their head. They also see you as kind, considerate, and understanding; someone who'll always cheer them up and help them out.
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11:15 PM
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
Did Chem SPA today. LOL. It's not as bad as I thought it would be. Hope I do alright. :)
Anyways,
The bbgirls had a friendly with some JC2s today. I went to watch, and was itching to play, though I couldn't. SUCKS.
We won
BUT Magnus decided to punish them anyway, 'cause they didn't perform up to standard or something like that. So they were like running 'suicide' and 'shuttle-run'. LOL. If only the 'shuttle-run' was like the NAPFA one. They had to run the breadth of the court like 20 times.
Exams coming soon. I'm dead man. Havent revised.
11:34 PM
Monday, March 2, 2009
The camp was so mega fun lah :)
So, the toilet could do with lesser insects
I shouldn't have on-ed the fan at night,
I should have brought a mattress to sleep on XD
But it was so fun! I finally got to know the people that I've seen in school, met new people, and bonded with my classmates. :) Love GROUP 5 man. We should meet up again....just because.. :)
School sucks man...
My stomach flu is back with a vengence.
I have loads of homework to catch up with [including tuition homework]
Piano to practice and homework to do
Study for SPA [A level subject btw]
Study for all the tests that I'm gonna flunk. [Especially's tmr's physics. Haven't revised anything yet.]
I'm screwed.
Man, I miss playing bball. :(
10:02 PM
